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Saturday, 29 September 2007
Surreal.
Ever feel like something happened but it kinda snuck up on you. You know it's going to happen, just not right now. Yeah, feeling that right now. I"m excited but kinda like "whoa, no way." More responsibility makes me feel old. Man..haha. Although I'm turning 20 soon o_O.
Tuesday, 07 August 2007
back in TX.
mmm...slightly bummed that I'm back. I really miss boston already. i left about 9 hours ago. i guess i missed the community i was in this past summer. it was a really different team, but i still miss it a lot. i wish i could go back and be with them for dinner and stuff and debrief and just hang out. it's hard cause i'm not ready for "re-entry." the things that i've learned this summer that i think will change my lifestyle, it seems so hard now that i'm really back in reality. and then i'm also a bit sad that i got switched to softball from football. yeah it's a lot better for me cause i'll be really busy and stuff during the semester with maxing out on credit hours, intervarsity leadership, small groups, fellowship, athletic training, but to know that i could have left about a week later makes it a little disappointing. i have even gotten to the part where i have to figure out how i'm going to get to softball...aiyah! bring me back to boston.
Sunday, 17 June 2007
bitterness.
so i was looking for someone's track & field results and i had to look back to like 2000. so i was like since i'm here, i'm gonna look @ my high school's results. we were awesome before 2000! anyway, of course i get to the years i ran and i'm results. argh makes me so mad, but kinda funny. so one race my freshmen year, i was so nervous i backed out of the race. i was with the top pack which consisted of about 10 people. i ran past the portapotties and thought i needed to go, then i freaked out cause i realized i coulda finished top 10...looking at those results made me laugh a little cause i seemed such an inexperienced runner. but it makes me mad cause to see i was better than some of those freshmen i got to know later in my high school career made me mad. i coulda been just as good as them, stupid coach, athletic trainers, and injuries. sigh. well high school is over. i'm done.
Monday, 28 May 2007
gonna try something.
so one of the things i wanna do this summer is be on the internet less. AIM and facebook mainly. so i think i'm gonna try to go on a internet fast....that scares me cause i'm already so bored. but no AIM at all and limited facebook [i can only go on it twice a day]. i'm gonna try this for 3 days. and during that time i'm gonna try to read, journal, and hang out? its only 3 days so maybe no hang out. oh and no extra tv. that's key. this is gonna be interesting for me and kinda hard. let's see if i can last. maybe i'll do it for longer later this summer.
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